i cant do this again.
i wont do this again.
but i dont have a choice.

reading old journals makes me depressed.

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Me:cause she seems like the shady type of bitch who would do that.
Becca: yeaa
Becca:dude ur like 97575 better then her
Me: and since i started dating anthony again she like avoids me and doesnt talk to me.
Becca: times*
Me: =]
Me: awe. <33
Becca: lol
Becca: well it trueee

aweee i love her.

so me and dan broke up.
im moving.
and im changing schools.
and life is gay.

first loves are never forgotten or over.
<3

so im seriously depressed.
and i dont know what to do with myself.
my grades are low.
im doubting so much.
few are trying to talk to me.
my living condition im not certain on.
im just so confused.
i want to give up.
drop out.
move away.
change my name.
and forget everything.
im pathetic. and i cant handle life anymore.

i need to talk to "someone ( Read more... )

yo im bored.
and im sick
and i cant see dan today.
can you say gay?

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L-L-LoCkDOwn!!!!

so. my dad is comming up on friday. omg. i feel like this is all my fault. this whole hickey thing has gotten me into more shit then i can ever ask for. first of all i was completely embarrased infront of everyone at toms uhm yesterday? and like... it was horrible. then i got screamed at like 4 more times. then today i call my ( Read more... )

omg omg omg.

life is so confusing. well today was a normal day of school. chuck came after school today. and omg out of nowhere. my mom decides to show up. and she notices the hickey on my neck ... ahhh. that was so bad she made such a scene. it was horrible. she suggested i get put on birth control. and make it known

IM STILL A VIRGIN.

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