Yesterday was really nice. And I miss him wayyy to much.

Hadden bought me my favorite Starbucks drink ever. And then we met up with Molly, Liz, and Hilary and went to the Winthrop to play "basketball." Hadden and I kicked their asses. We all went back to my house so I could somewhat get ready and then we all went to Caroline's to take prom pictures ( Read more... )

So I really do love my boyfriend. Saturday went really well. And for the first time a while, I felt like he really did love me too. I hope that things just get better from here.

I'd just like to know one thing though. I want to know that he needs me as much as I need him. I guess that, to me, it's just a good feeling to be needed by someone.

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Today is going to be my last day ever in high school.

Holy shit, that's weird.

 So I'm really, really, really sad.
But what else is new?

 I am so upset right now.

In my last entry I said that I couldn't see Hadden until May. 
He promised me that he would see me May 3rd.

Well, what a surprise.
He just booked a show.

I can't see Hadden until May.

This Friday, I was going to go to his show but I have band practice.
He's recording the next day. Then he has band practice.

Next week, he has band practice Friday.
A show in NH on Saturday. Band practice Sunday.

The week after, he has band practice Friday.
I'm leaving on Saturday, and not coming back until the next Saturday ( Read more... )

I'm not crazy! It's an actual fear! I'm not the only one!:

Bambakomallophobia is the phobia of cotton wool when touched, ripped apart or sometimes just on sight.

In the case of Bambakomallophobia the sufferer will experience symptoms from a mild unwillingness to touch or tear cotton wool apart to the fear of even touching it.

I feel so sick. And I miss Hadden way too much.

I got bored the other day and painted a picture of us at Caroline's birthday on paint.
Haha. Look at lame I am:
(But you can get an idea of how freaking awesome my sweater was)


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I feel really crappy now. I've been sick the past few days, but going to the concert today made it way worse.

I wish Hadden would come take care of me, but he doesn't want to because he has band practice. =[

Even though in my last entry I cried about having to someday leave my boyfriend, I still love him more than anything.

Saturday was Caroline's birthday and I'm really glad that she invited Hadden to hang out with us.

I was wearing my lovely new sweater. I kind of look like a kindergarten teacher in it, which is perfect. He came over for a little bit ( Read more... )