Hadden and I had our first sleepover on Monday night and it made me so ridiculously happy ( Read more... )

So I'm leaving for college at 9AM today. =/
I know I'm only going to Boston, but I really don't want to go.

I'm scared. It's just a big change.

I was super worried that things weren't going to work out with Hadden. I was just afraid that things would just be different. But we talked about it a lot in the car today and he said that everything was going ( Read more... )

 I am going to be a mess today =[

This is so sad. But so cute. I never thought that anything on PerezHilton would make me so sad.

This is so sad, yet touching.

Reece Fleming was diagnosed with leukaemia back in 2004 when he was just 4 years old.

He battled the disease for years until this May, when doctors gave the 8 year old boy only a few weeks to live.

The family decided to try and ( Read more... )

1) Where was the first time you ever saw the person you like?
At the Hogan's house.

2) What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Nothing really. I guess the nicest thing was hearing from my friend's in Disney World.

3) How many TRUE friends do you have?
Six.

4) Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
Sleep in ususally.

5) Tell me about the ( Read more... )

So today was my eigthteenth birthday, and overall, it was a really good day.

Liz, Hilary, Felicia and I went to IHOP for breakfast. Caroline and Sam said they would meet us there. And Sam showed up with Tim and Hadden! I feel kind of bad because I didn't act very excited at first. It's not that I wasn't happy. Just really surprised. But I was happy ( Read more... )

 Sometimes, I really wish that something awful would happen to me.
Like I would get really sick, or hurt. And not something that could be fixed. I'd want to die from it.
Because, just for one moment, I want to be the only thing on Hadden's mind.
For one, split second, I'd want him to be more concerned with me than his band.
And then I'd want to die. ( Read more... )

"There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire; the other is to gain it." - Geroge Bernard Shaw

I've been thinking about that a lot recently.

For me, I think that gaining your heart's desire is all that you could ever hope for. And, even if you lose it in the end, it will have been worth it. This year especially, I gave all of ( Read more... )

 I just don't get some people.

How can somone just completely disregard another's feelings? It's so selfish.

I would never hurt someone like that. I care for almost everyone I meet. I just have a really big heart and I don't understand how someone can be so self-absorped and cruel. It breaks my heart.

Thank goodness for Molly Nagel. I'm going to get ( Read more... )

So I want to think of a way to show Hadden just how much I love him. 
And I want to do it for Saturday.
But I have no ideas =/