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2009, I love you
I'm still pretty useless. I don't know how to relax without being worthless? Is that the word? Fuck, I don't even know anymore. All I know is that my family is driving me crazy. I can handle them one at a time, but having them all together and screaming at one another (which is how they communicate for some reason. Do they realize they're talking ( Read more... ) -
I have tasted freedom, but have no clue what to do with it
Kudos to me for waking up super early this morning. Well, I had an adorable doggie alarm clock, which helped a lot. I'm usually one to sleep, sleep, and sleep some more. I'll wake up and go back in bed and sleep some more. Actually, now that I've said that, I feel like doing just that. Uh oh. But at 7 a.m., when Cookie woke me up, I actually got up ( Read more... ) -
Definitely losing it!
OMG, Mark and Brian playing trumpets is hilarious. I think its even more hilarious because I haven't slept. I love that delirious feeling that comes with sleep deprivation. I remember when I stayed up for 4 days straight doing AP Calculus, AP US History, and AP English homework before the first day of junior year. This stupid dolphin screen saver ( Read more... ) -
Losing it!
Yes, I'm taking time away from studying to write this. I'm in a procrastination phase. I need to listen to the glee soundtrack to push through this all-nighter. I'm just hoping that the information seeps into my brain at this point. I wish I was the Doctor. He can read books in seconds. That's probably why he's the smartest man in the universe ( Read more... ) -
Just 4 more days....
I'm currently waiting for my printer to finish printing my health study guides so that I can use them to take this final online. I just need start finishing stuff. I woke up 4 hours later than planned, which isn't too surprising. I do that a lot. I love to sleep, and I love bizarre dreams, which I have often. I have a lot to do, and I'm determined ( Read more... ) -
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I think I'm too whiny. I need to work on this, but I don't know if I even care anymore. Fuck, I'm watching the Page Master, and remembering my childhood. I loved being a kid. I hate that I tried to grow up too fast. Everyone always said how much older I looked for my age, and how mature I was, and of course I wanted to act older, so I tried to be ( Read more... ) -
Am I killing myself?
I’ve been having sharp, chest pain in the general vicinity of my heart since I was 16. I’ve been brushing it off for years, because it seems to be correlated to stress, and it comes and goes. Now it seems to happen all the time, but stress definitely aggravates the frequency and severity of the incidences. I can’t express how terrified I am about ( Read more... ) -
Ugh-anda & the source of the "kill the gay" bill.
This guy is a piece of work. Ugh, people frustrate me. Gayness isn’t something that can be “cured,” and people shouldn’t try. People like this anger me. However, I love Rachel Maddow, and she is awesome and kicks ass. Can I be her? Oh please oh please!
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Eff My Life
"Who spells F that way?!" as Ross Mathews once said with his friend Daria. (Yes, I am a blog buddy and I always will be ( Read more... ) -
Back to school?
Okay, so I must admit that I haven't exactly been writing here, or anywhere for that matter, religiously. Fuck, I mean, ever since the move I haven't written a single thing in my journal. Okay, one entry, but you get the point. Tonight I saw UP with the fam. I thoroughly LOVED IT. New favorite Pixar movie. Anyway, I'm going to bed NOW at 9 because ( Read more... )
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