i'm going to keep both journals. my friends only one is still going to be around, so if you have lj and i know you, comment enjaycait & maybe i'll add chu. i've been in pain for everr. and it kind of sucks. to sum up my life for the past two weeks. pain + sleeping + doctors offices. not cool. i wish someone would find out what is wrong with me.

nobody ever wants to hang out with me. lindsay completely ditched me today. can't even get a hold of her. this is why i'm always hesitant to start hanging out with her again. she'll probably have some lame excuse about kevin. whatever

So I'm not really sure what to do anymore. I don't want to sound all EMO and stuff. Because this is my first real entry in my first public journal in a while but like I don't know. People are really confusing. I set the bar way too high & things never work out the way I plan. And for that, I'm sorry. Kyle is in Myrtle Beach now and I feel like I ( Read more... )

decided it was time to make a public journal. i'm accepting all the friends i can get so just comment me.