So Many Times I've Loved You, More Than I Loved Myself. It's Time To Take That Love& Put It On The Shelf.

I miss Jordan. &I hate that. I do not think I have ever wanted to cut someone's throat& at the same time want to crawl in their arms& pretend nothing happened. I love him more than anything in the world& I wish I could stop because he ( Read more... )

Desperation, there's danger in frustration. Complicated words slipping off of your tongue& ain't one of them the truth.
I'M STILL DESPERATE FOR YOU. I would like to think that my heart is a little better than it was when I wrote in here almost two months ago& man has the time flown. I feel like time is constantly moving so quickly& I need to ( Read more... )

I tried so hard. You know that, right? 
I tried harder than you could ever imagine, 
and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything. 
Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin. 
Too bad it was always so soft. I can still feel you. 
I think I always will. I have never been much good at describing the pain I felt, ( Read more... )

To say the least I am embarrassed that I write in here from time to time is an understatement. Not so much the fact that I do write in here, but what I am writing in here ( Read more... )

So I always find myself coming back to this thing when I have something on my mind ( Read more... )

So I sincerely hope that I have grown up quite a bit since the last time that I have written in this thing. I am pretty positive that I now know what I would like to do with my life. My life is not dependent on Kelsey Norkett nor a cheerleading squad nor do I worry about my public speaking abilities, just to name a few things. I feel like I have ( Read more... )

cisforcalliee

Heey so I haven’t updated this thing in quite a whilee ( Read more... )

locked.

just updating real quick, while i have time, which is usually at school ( Read more... )