last night was one of the worst nights ive had. i was just completely crushed and it hurt so bad. hopnestly it felt like someone had ripped my heart out and stomped it. it was crazy. i just dont even know what to say about it. no one was really there when i needed them and i just was in a horrible place. i finally got alan and his gf to hang out ( Read more... )

its so fucking early this morning but im up and my stomach is killing me. must have been all the food i ate ahhahits been the first time i smoked in like 2 weeks. it was nice. i really like ryan and his gf. they're so nice ahah. ryan is my boy like serously kids bomb. we went to walmart with erica cuz shes afraid of how dirty it is ahahah soo funny ( Read more... )

today was uh weird idk. i straightened my hair last night and i wore it like that to school and NO one liked it btu i thought it was nice. all did was get toooled on all day but seriously i dont even care. i liked it. im so sick of dealing with people. like 90 percent of people arnt worth the air they breathe ( Read more... )

grow the fuck up. you dont know fucking shit. you think you have the answers to everything and you knwo everything but you dont have a fucking clue about anything. i fucking defended you from everyone. soo many peopel told me being with you was a bad idea and i didnt want to see you. well ig uess now i do. you dont wanna be friends anymore? good. i ( Read more... )

so yesterday work was horrible like i fucking hate my job. but then i went to zacs last night and slept over so it was soo good. i texted katie untill she fell asleep and then me zac and nate played video games. were such losers but i love it. we stayed up till like 230 this morning doing stupid shit. i fuckign missed that kid so much. hes ( Read more... )

okay so today was pretty good for once. like i actually didnt hate school and nothing super bad happened. its moms birthday tmm and i still didnt get her anything but oh well. i totally got fuckign ownd today by a metal pipe. it was rediculous and now i have a huge egg on my fucking forhead. i really love auto again and its good to know im doing ( Read more... )