summer is almost half way over.
and i've only finished 7 books.
i know to some people that sounds like a lot.
but when you have ashley taking them
and reading 3 a week, it really isnt.
oh well. at least its warm outside.

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i was gonna type my depression journal in here. but i can't find it. honestly that was the best thing i have ever written, and maybe it would allow some people to understand why i was a mess this school year, and everything that i went through. i'm better now. my mom is so happy that i'm back to being how i was years ago, all happy and bubbly. i ( Read more... )

junior year has just come to a close
and already this summer is amazing.
it better stay that way, thats all i can say.

anniee comes up soon.
super excitedd. =]

because she's just a little girl - time isn't holding her down
she's just a little girl - she never needed a crown
she just wants somebody around
who won't laugh when she laughs too loud
she just wants somebody to see
she's just a little girl

like i said last time

it's weird how quickly things can change
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it's weird how fast life can change.
it's weird how one pill can compltley control you life and emotions.
its wierd how talking to one person can help so much.
it's weird how that one person you are talking to you really don't know, but yet you have to trust.
it's weird how one person can make you happier than anyone else.
it's weird how quickly you can ( Read more... )

=]

i love my sista
so so so much
i can't wait until she comes home
but i can't wait until
3.7 i hope our plans go through
no schoool for me that day   :]

i can't go on anymore
i scared myself so much on monday night
for how much that night sucked it needed to happen
i don't know how i let this happen to me
I don't want anything to do with anyone.
I avoid certain places and people.
I find my music my bestfriend [lame]
I'm missing meals, and sleeping
more than people should.
i just let it happen to me and i ( Read more... )