well the other day was crazy. i told matt something i was scared to say.... then my ex_boyfriend comes over and he tells me how he feels about me... i told he i don't have those feeling for him anymore... then when i was talking to matt on the phone like we all ways do after 9:00.... my ex was all mad. and that is when shit stared. then last night ( Read more... )

I thought of dying ( Read more... )

well im in oklahoma visiting my family. this is my third day here and i already want to come home. me and matt are doing good but i really dont think he can handle the fact that im here, and im here for a month. i love him and he knows that but sometimes it feels like he does'nt mean it when he say's it to me. anyways im going to try and have a ( Read more... )

well im have not been in the best mood lately. just random people are stupid and pissing me off. today when i drove home some old man went around me and then cut me off. then two min latter someone pulled out in front of me and i almost hit them. and the last thing i wanted to do when i got home is clean. my sister was home and she did'nt do ( Read more... )

im sooooo bored nothing to do. school is out thank god but, today i starte summer school it shouldnt be that bad. ive been swiming a lot in my pool and hunging out with matt all of the time. right now he is in cali having fun. its like 7 in the moring. ive been working a lot. today im going to burger king after school. then if it is nice and hot im ( Read more... )

ok listen to this the other night i was trying to sleep. then all of a sudden there was a huge spider on my chest i scarmed and jumped out of my bed then killed it. i didnt get any sleep at all. i woke up yersterday in such a bad mood for some odd reason that never happenends. well today matt is coing over to help me study for my history final i ( Read more... )

wow i havent wrote in a long time. well my trip to toronto was great i had a lot of fun.we won 3 frist place trophy's we all were sooo happy. the weather was ok but not to cold. i took a lot of pics. there are so much memories that happenend there. im going to miss the senors they already left school.... yeah i went to the simple plan and good ( Read more... )

Yeah today im leaving to go on my toronto trip, and it is going to fun. i going to miss matthew my hunnie. he came over yesterday and we just chilled in my room. :-) anyways, im going to have a blast. love ya matthew, talk to you soon. hehehheheheheh

i have two more days until my trip to toronto with my concert choir class. i cant waite. we are going to be on a bus over 11 hours great!!!! OMG today is 2 months for me and matthew. today at school was sooo boring i had science first period with crystal. we were laughing about what happened at work on sunday. this older lady can't speak english ( Read more... )

Last night was a heck of a time. I went to see Greenday with Matt and a bunch of his friends. We didn't get home until like 12 in the morning. Then, this morning I woke up and I got ready for school. And I had the most boring day of my life until Whitney and I started hanging out after school...because she f-n rocks. We got some iiiiiice cream. She ( Read more... )