..A reflection of Affliction...

Dec 12, 2007 12:38

 I've just come to realize that after all the growing we've achieved, we still just revert to what we know pacifies our pain. I know now that it's not just me that does, and I'm not sure if that's supposed to be comforting or not ( Read more... )

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soldmysoul4will December 12 2007, 19:38:45 UTC
you should be listening to beside you in time.. with headphones on..

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ominous_tears December 12 2007, 22:34:40 UTC
^_^ I should. I did have headphones on.[:
My husband doesn't like NIN. Lol

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soldmysoul4will December 13 2007, 02:04:08 UTC
omg...

give him the fragile or downward spiral. those two are somewhat polar, but tend to pull in just about everyone into liking NIN

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preciouzilusion December 13 2007, 05:15:01 UTC
Hey baby girl,
I read this earlier, and meant to comment, but I had to get to class <3.

I think its quite beautiful how you always seem to acknowlege every sense of a perspective which may exist for both parties. To answer your question, I would like to say it isn't selfish, but deep down I know that is far from the truth, if it has the possiblity of impacting those around you in a negative way..which it does the majority of the time, mo'fuggin hoes <3

Its sad to think that an individual choosing to go into the 'darkness', would in turn cause their loved ones to follow.

But in a way, I don't think that it means you are necessarily in the darkness, simply because you choose to express yourself a little bit differently then what is accepted within the standards of our society today. I'm not saying it good either. I just don't feel like I'm in darkness..Just a little lost..Like everyday of my mo'fuggin life, you know? =0)

Why do you want to do scarfication? For what purpose? Do you think its pretty? <3 ( ... )

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ominous_tears December 13 2007, 06:15:24 UTC
I don't necessarily think the entire act is dark. People just see it as such, and unhealthy. It is a different way to express yourself, and no one seems to realize...
WHen words cannot convey your heart, written or spoken. When a single picture or melody cannot...We have one artistic way to speak.
I don't know why I've just let myself pick it up again. That burning drive is just inside me. And when I'm lost, it's there. And I really am lost a lot. I can't seem to find assemblance and control in my life and future.

I do think scarification is beautiful.
And It's a productive way of cutting, you
knw?[: I made a triquetra with an anhk on my ankle.:P

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