I am head over heels in love with a fabulous man whose name is Willie. Well technically Earl- but thats not much better ( Read more... )

I think it's official- I'm back ( Read more... )

In the past year I have been to:

Atlanta three times, San Antonio, Destin five times, New York, Disney World twice, Austin twice, Cancun, Philidelphia, France, England, Dallas, Chicago, ....

Life is good. Just keeping busy.

So last Friday I did something incredibly stupid. I was in two different Er's. First time I have ever had an IV in me. First ambulance ride too. I was hooked up to all kinda of tangles of monitors. I opted to down the charcoil like a big girl instead of the tube, because it was my fault, and I can take responsibility for my poor desicion making ( Read more... )

Sometimes I miss Donald so much that I get knots in my stomache. In a month we will have been broken up for a year. I was watching tv tonight.... And this show we used to joke about came on, and it was so ridiculous, I even thought in my mind for a second- oh my lord I have got to call Donald he'll get a kick out of this- and then I rememered I ( Read more... )

My biggest pet peeve is when people talk and judge about things they know NOTHING about. Your not here to help me, or give me advice, or be understanding. Don't act like you have noble intentions. You are rude. Condesending. And you'll never know what this feels like. And you'll never understand. And it's not like i expect anyone to understand ( Read more... )

At times It all lingers around my apartment... In quick glimpes I see my past.
Sometimes I just want to take a peak at all the reminders... Because it makes me remember that at one point it was real. It happened to me... I'm not crazy. It was real.

Maybe someday I´ll get over you, but for now I don´t even want to try.

Any other night these sweats would just be pajamas. And any other night you would be a thoughtless immature prick that I wouldn't think twice about ever speaking to again. But tonight- for the first time in seven months...you were MY TRIP. I drifted off during the conversation with my friends... And imagined he walked threw the door and took me ( Read more... )

Still trying to process the fact that the saints won the superbowl. Absolutely incredible.

I leave for Paris in less than a month :)

The past month the whole not sleeping thing has gotten ridiculous. Especially since we are busy as fuck and I work seven days a week... And apparently I am incapable of getting more then 3 hours of sleep a night.