MINDBLOWING.
NERVOUS.
ELATED.
STRESSED.
EASED.

...and the week has only just begun. Oh baby.

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Reasons why I am feeling much better ( Read more... )

I have been kind of lousy for the past...ohh, let's say...week ( Read more... )

I am going to go at it alone. Screw these college kids. Not that all of them are fake, but I am just weary of them. They are kind of getting on my nerves. I do not need this in my life. I just need my real friends. You know, the ones that scattered across MA and everywhere else to get a life after high school. The semester is almost over. I think ( Read more... )

No more happy.

I am so happy right now. At this frame or block of time. Now it is only a matter of time that something bad happens and brings it all crashing down. It is inevitable. But until then, I will try to enjoy myself, for I rarely get the leisure to be this happy. =)

Did I ever mention that I am a compulsive liar. I thought I had gotten better, but alas, times is hard. Or maybe it is all due to the fact that I am told one thing, report it, something else happens, and am too lazy to update on the truth or what followed. Meh ( Read more... )

NOT: So I got a drunk dial from Brian a couple of days ago. It was literally a wake up call. 6:30 on a Saturday morning, really? Come on, man. "What am I doing?" I asked myself. I always had that little hope that maybe he will wake up and want to be with me, but who am I kidding? He never did anything nice for me. Not that he was mean, but ( Read more... )

So I had this dream last night, I couldn't tell you what it was about, but I woke up feeling really anxious and scared. There was this pressure on my body, on my heart. I couldn't stand it. I went to my 8am class, but afterwards I still felt like crying, like curling up in a ball and hiding from the world. Can I call this a panic attack? I get this ( Read more... )