I went to the doctor's yesterday because they called me for a follow-up after my physical. "That can't be good," I thought ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to me. I am in the odd limbo where I am no longer a teen and not yet a legal drinking and high stakes gambling adult ( Read more... )

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
white

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes

4. Do you plan outfits?
sometimes

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
good, snuggled in an oversized sweatshirt and watching House

6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red?
Skullcandy headphones

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I love Lollicup. Evan, Yvonne, and even Jenny at times. These guys are just so funny. Even though some customers can be extremely stupid and Kristen is a bitch for trying to take the company money, Lollicup fo life yo ( Read more... )

I need some canvas to paint my thoughts away or at least into perspective.

I could also use a little bit of faith. Maybe someone can help me achieve this.

I have (a) problem(s). Admitting it is the first step, right ( Read more... )

I hung out with Brian yesterday. He woke up late, but we still made it to Harvard Square. I took him to my favorite places and shops and such. It was nice seeing him again. He did not bring a jacket and kept on insisting that I am cold as an excuse to go inside and get him warm. I gave him a hug to get him warmer. We went into an AuBonPain for a ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning feeling really anxious. This is not the first time that it's happened. It freaks me out and makes me feel scared as well as vulnerable. I am not a fan. I just get this eerie sense that things are not okay. But what is not to be okay? Everything is fine as far as rational sensibility goes. Why, then? Why do I feel like ( Read more... )

So Brian and I are done. I wonder how many times I have said that and it ended up being true? Maybe this time, it will stick. I'm not broken up about it. We have broken up too many times for this to affect me and get a reaction out of me. He does not want to be in a serious relationship. Accept it. I am okay. Really, really.  Moving on ( Read more... )

I can check freshman year of college off of my list of things to do in life. It has been one ridiculous school year filled with love, heartbreak, events, silliness, illness, and whatnot in between. College has really opened my perspective. I just to be in this safe high school bubble, where this is how things are or how they should be. All of the ( Read more... )