kon-tiki was amazing. fantastic, terrific. i am currently so tired and sunburnt. my troop from last year was there and they were amazing. they got 5 ribbons, and placed first in knots! they got ribbons for raft race, tugowar, code flags and ? one other. but honestly they are my heros. they are honestly my inspiration. working with them, seeing, ( ( Read more... )

i am crying myself to sleep tonight because i miss you. and i don't understand why you get angry at my feelings. i feel like i try to share myself with you, my inner most selt and all you do is get defensive, accusing and mean. i am also crying because i'm worried about the future. but mostly i'm crying because i miss you holding me like i was your ( Read more... )

it's so refreshing to sleep in until 1pm. i've never slept that late. except when i was in arizona. it's probably mostly because alyssa's bed is so comfortable. good though cause i sould be good and rested for kontiki judging today and sleeping outside in the COLD. the phone rng once, that would be jeri but i didn't get up, i was woken up but i ( Read more... )

it just occured to me that kon-tiki is TOMORROW. which pretty much sucks as far as cacia is concerned because i am pretty sure i will be camping out and this is the last week we can talk online. i am having cacia with drawls about it now as i am thinking about it and realizing it. we are going to have to figure stuff out i guess she could phone ( Read more... )

i am begenning to wonder why i left maripai at all. i just got the most amazing drunk phone call from the most amazing people ever. Dirt, Froggy, JB and Pumbaa. They miss me and want me to come back. I want to come back. They are so amazing. I'm crying. Damn it. Anyway I love them. It makes me remember how amazing that summer actually was. Damn ( Read more... )

maybe i should paint my nails.

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i feel like being poetic again. damn i want to write. poetry. something amazing. i wish i was a good writer. i wish. it's probably one of those things that i'll always envy. maybe i'll take a poetry class one of these semesters, just for fun. i just, yeah. i guess it doesn't really matter if i take a class or not. it's what's inside that matters ( Read more... )

is ok after a few beers and some good people. i was going to do some reflection of the day. it's interesting to say the least, it's mother's day. i had a great day, aside from fighting with my love. jeri was amazing as always. hanging out with her was fun and so was taking a bath. i had originally wanted ot take a bath by myself but then jeri said ( Read more... )

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