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it's a little after noon and it's amazingly nice out. i really REALLY need to work on my stuff for camp. and take a nap. and chill out. i want to sit outside but i'm scared of the rabid squirrel. i had such a bad dream last night ( Read more... )

well i do believe it is pretty late. stupid night time. anyway i tried to sleep, then i got up and ate some mystery food. (i know what it is, but you dont) i must be stressed out. and i deff have anxiety. i dont doubt my mind for not wanting to sleep, i mean, i've been having nighmares the passed couple of nights. i'm going to let this food digest ( Read more... )

my prediction of the summer: drama ( Read more... )

i think i might be going crazy...

when i stayed at kittys house i worse cacia's big black concert choir sweatshirt and my iris pants to bed. we were in the middle of pheonix, in the middle of the summer and i was still cold sometimes. last night i wore her monkey pants instead of my iris ones but still same thing. it's obviously not AS hot but it's 9 am and it's already 74 ( Read more... )

everyone seems to be having problems sleeping tonight. maybe its the moon phase or something. i was ABOUT to go to bed and then there was a tickle on my leg. it felt like something was crawling so i reacheddown to take it off and it was prickly. and i freaked out and got it out of my hand by shaking it on the floor. then i looked for it using my ( Read more... )

16 year olds are 4 years behind me. wait what?
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if i'm 20, and i'm friends with an 18 year old, and they are friends with at 16 year old, what does that make the 16 year old to me?
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fuck this shit. i don't want to hang out with 16 year olds. i have nothing in common with them anymore.

i have decided i hate being 20 and i hate camp.