I was taging in one of her notebooks.  Turned out to be her diary.  She has a sexual past.  She has cheated.  once a cheater always a cheater.  how do I get into these situations.  fuck it

overfuckingwhelming

my hand is getting stiff because of the cold weather. I need to make some more physical therapy appointments. senior seminar is ruling my life and I really like it. "profits" are down since i started my more illegal business. never get high on your own supply. I can't stop reading my trainspotting poster...

...Choose life. ( Read more... )

in the past two weeks i lost my girlfriend, lost a finger (left index and i now have phantom limb syndrome) and my dad is seperating from my mom. for the first time in my life i am truely depressed.

p.s. i really did have my left index finger amputated after a rock crushed it at the beach.

i needed a break. im sorry. please still be my friend. i still need my best friend.

i'm lost. completely

i love the smell of spray paint and wet dead leaves. Im paintin' over you and your family, get use to it.

I did not expect to see one of my best friends and my so called girlfriend completely stab me in the back. I hope that the sex was worth all the love and respect I have completely lost for both of you.

donny you are alone in the world. I've come to this realization and of course, it is very humbling. I Want to quite the liquor store because I feel like a parasite on society. every day the same people come in, dragging their cans, and returning them for a mere 1.99 pint of vodka. their faces are worn, and I can see the suffering and despair in ( Read more... )

I can't turn this off. Every day seems like a constant struggle. I know what I want but it seems completely unrealistic. I have excepted that but continue to fight for the cause. I feel people don't understand. Government, religion, alienation and the list goes on. Why do I feel so alone in the world? It seems that music and only certain ( Read more... )

she says we can take this weekend, drive out past city limits, keep on driving just as far as we can go. And we can take this weekend, and make it last forever, deal with the shackles of our lives a breaking blow. To run away is victory, a tank of gas is freedom, and a starry night and open road is hope. we can take my fast car, or maybe just ( Read more... )