Well its been forever since i wrote in this livejournal. likely i dont have too many buddies on my list...therefore i feel comfortable writing some personal emotions in here ( Read more... )

its official...two and a half weeks till i leave to Europe. it will be the best time of my life...i know it! then i will be saving up money to move to Vegas (next year perhaps). that will be the ultimate change...wow cant wait. so anxious. i dont think i am prepared for it all...oh well.

April 16 in the year of 2003. the day before my mother's birthday. i tired and i am sitting in my old room, quite and alone. i dont know what has come over me, but at this very moment...i feel the urge to purge myself. reflecting on the months that have gone by, it is amazing. i feel like i am at "square one, plan A" or whatever you want to ( Read more... )

so the day went by... had to listen to physicans and nursing bitch about payments on claims and do data entry all day. just so sick of it. my boss began to give me crap about my silliness and joking around with another coworker that it wasnt professional: so finally i just snap, krackle, popped on his ass. i said, (speech), ARE YOU TO TELL ME ( Read more... )

wow i must say that's tragic. i miss my old cd...dont know where it is; its probably where are the other missing cds are->wouldnt mind getting another ( Read more... )

dont know how long i can do it ( Read more... )

having a weird week. work sucks ass. so tired...must do my paper for class. i need to get more sleep. cant get my email for some reason. i m really thirsty and i want to some a cigarette. hung out with my friend jodel, it was funny...puked in the bushes at tower records. tried to get into touch with tracy, but very difficult. hung out with ( Read more... )

well i must say that things are getting better. i havent heard much from johnna lately but honestly i dont really want to bother her. she's usually busy or something/give her a call. i have been busy with work and school, but i like it. i love to busy doing something. occupy the mind ( Read more... )

just came from class not too long ago. its a refreshment with our discussions on media, racists/stereotypes, advertisement etc. i must say that i have had a very interesting week. picked my mom up from the airport...trip has not cured her from mental illness. spent time with pops/daddy...i know where i get my sense of humor, mannerisms and non- ( Read more... )

with this weekend coming to a close, i find myself anxiously awaiting school. i know for a fact that this will be the beginning of a whole new chapter in thine life. my new job is going great. i actually feel useful with worth. i must admitt that i have been very emotional lately. one explanation is the menstrocycle (spell?). crying over ( Read more... )