A road to recovery is what I would call it. The moment I realized that I was not the victim but the victor to myself; it hit me on the head with a sledgehammer. So there were those days of blaming others for my problems and days of just plain old confusion…but suddenly I have clarity. You could call it inner peace or contentment. I have this ( Read more... )

oddly, i ve been getting similar dreams; of waves and oceans and/there was always a plot of some sort. i had a dream of the calm ocean late at night with a full moon above some rescue divers and like i was riding on one of those water skii boats ( Read more... )

just me and ella fitzgerald. fireworks going off in the midnight air...sweet sounds of celebration. the new year will be better without you...sipping my champagne, smoking herbs ( Read more... )

having a blahla day ( Read more... )

the Lord of the Rings Two Towers was excellent. though after the movie was not so good. anyways...tracy is sleeping like a log, and i think i will sleep as well.

i made spaghetti, it taste alright. i am getting a headache. sure indication that it is time to count some sheep..

its sleep time and the only thing that is haunts me is working the next day. i HATE work...i HATE my job...WHAT A WORLD! oh well i will just have to face it...its just not fair. i do someone elses job along with my regular duties. SHIET ( Read more... )

i love to lie on these quizes...


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I HAVE THE LORD OF THE RINGS->THE TWO TOWERS TICKETS FOR MIDNIGHT SHOW! haha i love it...i am so happy! as long as i can get a good sit i will be the happiest girl in the world...for the mere three or so hours. i love the book..story everything..geeky or not i dont care ( Read more... )

using lei's comp tonight, and oh is it fast. i love how her keyboard, feels good. well tonight is the most weirdest night ever. i would however like to smoke the "precious weed" as soon as lei's mom goes to sleep. though i dont mind the wait really. i hope that lei will also smoke with us, its been awhile since she did it ( Read more... )

its itchy between my boobs. that sucks cuz i will continually scratch and scratch. i need to sleep soon. infact i am suprised that i am up this late. but i had a nap so that could be the case of it allllasllasldfkjas;dfowAIERJ. ANYWAYS, IPO, TRACE, AND I WATCHED THREE MOVIES IN A ROW. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT SHITE. WOW! THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ( Read more... )