doing so well until i dont know, i just had this feeling. i should've gone to vegas when i had the chance.
i've been doubting everything about my life. the values i used to hold so high now seem to hold me back. will i ever be able to make anyone happy/ want to spend time with me?
i poured everything i had in my heart. everything i had built up over the past five years to regain a trust in the human race. i fell head over heels for the perfect girl for me. and i failed. i wish i could start over.