today marks the first day of me making a conscious decision to have a better attitude and stay positive. and not lapse into the insecure/jealous/codependent persona that somehow grew within me during 2007/2008 ( Read more... )

i might actually be happy for once, the balanced kind, not the manic that i keep seeming to jump back and forth to.

i went to bed at 8 o'clock last night which induced some crazy dreams ( Read more... )

did this on facebook, thought i'd add it here too ( Read more... )

i'm painting again, feeling positive, connecting with people in honest and healthy ways.
bring on 2009!