i love you Bill ♥

Okay so here i am, writing in a live journal i was never able to get into like the others. not that anyone reads this or will read it anytime soon i feel like i should say what is going on in my life. I currently have a new boyfriend. Have been dating for almost two months now and nothing is bad at all. he has problems with my previous life style ( Read more... )

( ...Well thats not what your mother said last night. )

hmm what can i say,i havent really updated my journal in a while. lets start off with how i much i hate hearing things through "the grapevine" or so to speak. its just a lot of drama and causes a lot of things that really dont have to happen. it makes me think too much and well fuck that. hmm also single now and on the prowl. things dont work out, ( Read more... )

Samantha- Relationships have been on the decline since women came out of the cave, looked around, and said "This isn't so hard."
Carrie- Okay so you don't need a man, but you do you still want one?
Samantha- Oh honey, I want all of them.

This semester should be better than last one. 2 points for optimism...

alright havent updated in a while. mid term week is over, dont know how i did just gotta wait i guess. weekends been alright, grounded friday then kate came over and got snowed in with me saturday night. dont know think im doing anything today... pshh it much easier to update when things happen. i cant even do a rant entry... well i am going to ( Read more... )

snow day today... great. wrestling meet got canceled but i at least got to sleep. mid terms are coming up and im stressing out but procrastinating. i had to do 2 packets today and i got half done cause i just dont give a shit, not right now. i'll have time to study. saturdays wrestling duals in belchertown and theres another one monday.. sunday i ( Read more... )

Most of my entries are Friends Only, because I got this shit to vent. so now you know.

Its been a while since I updated, but boredom has led to me another meaningless entry to discuss the past days and avoid mentioning emotions and other details. Its vacation now, thats good I dont really have solid plans but I hope things work out. Went to the blowout with Reyome, Yetton, Smeu, Ambah, and Heath (shaboo ha) last night, attempted ( Read more... )

"It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me. And if they do something I don't like, I'll tell them." - ( Read more... )