I've learned so much about relationships in the past year.  I guess the most important thing is that every situation is unique and there are billions of internal and external factors that make two people behave the way they do together, and why it does or doesn't work.

Oxytocin.  Dopamine.
You made my brain come to life tonight.

It was raining so hard and I was leaning all the way forward in my seat squinting though the water when the wave beneath me lifted my car and carried it forward.  I didn't have time to scream before it was over, but during that tiny moment of horror you were still not far from my thoughts.

At least when you wake up sad, the day can usually only get better.

I want to skip over the next couple of months.  Sort of fast forward to the summer time when Becky comes back and Harry Potter comes out and I'm school shopping for stuff I'll need for my dorm.

1.  Scissor Sisters- "I Can't Decide"
You called me out of the blue to tell me to listen this song.  We hung up and by the time you called me back I already knew the words.  We slow-danced to this song in your bedroom after making love.  We sang it quietly while we worked together, carefully avoiding each other's eyes in case people caught on too ( Read more... )

So we've figured out that we're incapable of being alone together.  We're like a couple of addicts.  There's just no way we can give each other support when we're about to slip if one of us always wants the other. 

I've spent the last few days having Salmonella, and I'm still not exactly sure how I got it.  :D

I might join a church choir ( Read more... )

I believe in chemical attraction.  That initial spark that makes someone look twice at someone else.  That lustful quake you feel but never talk about.  It isn't love at first sight.  It isn't.  What it is is something you just feel.  Some raw force that draws you to another person.  It piques your curiosity, dilates your pupils, furrows your brows ( Read more... )