I finished my novel.

I'll update properly tomorrow once I recover.

wordcount: 21951 ( Read more... )

working on my novel since ten.
hanging out in the chatroom, having word wars, drinking lots and lots of coke.
5K.
That's 15K, people! 5K away from winning the 10K weekend challange!

i'm insane.

i have a ton of homework to do tomorrow
and a write in from 3-5.

sleep would have been a good idea.

but i have to get up in half an hour (hour at the latest ( Read more... )

i wish that tomorrow will be a real friday ( Read more... )

(you know, i didn't even know what quixotic meant, i just thought it was a cool word... and then it turned out to really work.  c'est la vie!)

i really wish to finish my novel in time.

i wish to drop the five pounds i gained from being lazy and eating all weekend.  (okay, i really wish to drop more than that, but we'll start slow.)

i wish that mr ( Read more... )

it's my birthday!

i know i've been totally emo since thursday
but i decided that i couldn't be depressed on my birthday
so i wasn't.  great how i can do that.

at first i was just acting, but my lovely friends and family cheered me up.
my mom put up a sweet sixteen banner and gave me a ballooon.  i'm so easily pleased.
and she and dad gave me the ( Read more... )

tough week. don't- can't- talk about it.  not yet.

i'm taking the weekend off. had somewhat of a minor breakdown on thursday and a pretty major one friday. so i've decided to withdraw. and i stopped taking those damn meds.  still pretending to, though.  i even managed to not swallow one when my mom watched me put it in my mouth.  that's skill.  i' ( Read more... )

my doctor put me on zoloft.  i only just made the connection to the little bouncy guy.  woohoo. 
(it's not just a depression med, it's also for ocd.)

as usual, even the rare side effects hit me.

common:  abdominal pain, agitation (yes), anxiety (i have social anxiety anyway, how can i differentiate?), constipation, decreased sex drive (er... not in ( Read more... )

sunday is not my friend.
i always feel like time is standing still but going really slowly and quickly at the same time.
i never get anything done until eleven.
i always say i'm going to do it on saturday,
but i don't.

i really want a hedgehog.  they're so cute.
my daddy might get me one for christmas.

i'm feeling nostalgic for some reason...
i don't know ( Read more... )

frustrated.
in the mood for speaking in fragments and being vague.
not in the mood for writing a novel.  nano- only at 3000.  should be at over 6000 by now.
the "romance" is also turning more erotic.
such is life.

sixteen in ten days.  actually, 9 days 14 hours and 13 minutes.  
guess what happens when i'm sixteen?
no, i'm not telling you.  it's a secret.

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