So... tonight my BRILLANT roommates decided to decide to go to the formal.  Great... fun right?  Um btw... it's tomorrow!  Right and I have no dress.  Last "formal" dance I went to was prom.  So tomrrow is crazy dress/shoe shopping day... plus the post office plus getting ready.  Wonder fucking ful.  This is insane.  Fyi.

Now I'm helping A-Face ( Read more... )

Things are getting better.  As better as can be expected in light of recent events.   Jay and I are friends again (if you don't know about this long drawn out drama... ugh... ask I suppose) and I'm trying to keep busy... so I'm not quite as homesick.  And it works... mostly.  Mom is coming next month... can't wait... sort of hoping Joey comes too ( Read more... )

Time goes slowly now in my life
Fear no more of what I'm not sure
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing and letting you go
I guess I've found my way it's simple when its right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just to be me and being alive.
Love, in and out, a mile in my heart,
And though life can be ( Read more... )

If your life was a movie... how would the soundtrack be ( Read more... )

so I;ve been bad at this... just no time in life at all... work has been crazy... my first day off... i've been getting up at 6:30 everyday... working til 5:30 then getting home at 6:30.  Then someone always wants to go out... and I do lol.  Its fun here though... people are great... I've met people that I'll remember for the rest of my life.  Work ( Read more... )

well here I am in Orlando... its amazing.  The weather is beautiful... all the time... I'm in shorts right now hehe... my apartment is gorgeous... I live in a 4 bedroom 3 bathroom apartment... which means I have seven roomates.  They are all wonderful.  We have a little porch... its quite wonderful.  We went to Magic Kingdom all night last night ( Read more... )

So I'm in my bed... my last night in my bed.  Weird feeling.  Well there's tomorrow night, but there's not going to be much sleeping tomorrow night with the girls.  Last night in my room, since I'm moving out when I get home.  Dinner with LaFrance, Britt and JJ was great.  3 hours in Applebee's just talking was wonderful.  I really missed them.  We ( Read more... )

goodbyes are so difficult... they hurt... it hurt a lot more than I thought it would... 6 months until the next time I see you... unless I can convince you to come and visit once... i <3 you

tonight is the girls night of all girls nights... we have so much alcohol even Felicia is getting drunk tonight... congrats us three... we've graduated from ( Read more... )

its funny... getting stood up... never happened to me before... sure people have cancelled on me last minute... but me sitting, all dressed, hair and makeup done pretty, waiting... and nothing... never happened to me... thanks for the experience, something I'd like never to happen to me again, along with crying all night at the lack of any kind of ( Read more... )

So I promised myself I wouldn't cry, at least not til Tues.  Britt's journal got to me... one last Friday night... and tonight I'm seeing one of my best friends for probably the last time til I come home (unless he comes and visits) it's only six months... I'm torn between feelings of excitement beyond belief and sadness just as strong.  All I can ( Read more... )