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( so um.... pictures of me and my newish hair color? )

ok so I just wrote a bunch of shit. and then I deleted it. but anyway, here's a poem to make everyone happy, hopefully myself included.
Out of sympathy, she listens. keeping me from passing out.
"I know what you mean" was all she said and I was without doubt.
What was I supposed to feel? I felt comforted and not alone.
But she's guarded by her sheild ( Read more... )

for a second I hoped the car would crash and we could die in pain

but as i tasted my salty tears I knew it wouldn't change a thing.

your beauty like a chainsaw, carving designs into my heart

and you're the only one I know who can turn pain into an art.

okay. robert smith's voice =  sex  . end of story.

actually, there's more...

I saw my cousins that I havnt seen in a 2562356 years yesterday. great. (that was edited)

my great grandma died. sadness. i guess.... i just dont find death all that sad for some reason.... people die. and there are worse things. at least she's not in pain...

p.s. if I ( Read more... )

I couldn't be more pissed off about the whole no-going-to-shows thing than I am right now. I swear if I go I won't smoke at all. Why do they not beleive me???????? bah....

so mad!! and I wish I would've been a good little kid for a while instead of running away. wtf was i thinking....
such an implusive moron.

right. so...

who thinks I should die my hair black?
if not, should i just leave it the way it is, or do you have a better idea?

i want to say something happy so maybe people will comment in here again.

anyways, i miss everybody this summer, and i do mean every single person who reads this.
...even ali. and even though i said that i forgave you for whatever happened so long ago, i never really did until now. because it was all so stupid. me, him, and maybe even you. but ( Read more... )

I'm a dork. today I was sitting with my dogs, and I realized that I really love them and they are among the most selfless, loving creatures I have yet encountered. so i got inspired. I took a permanent marker and wrote on all the product that were tested on animals in my house stuff like "innocent animals died in the making of this toothpaste. have ( Read more... )

why do you say I'm weak?
I'm not fucking weak.
I just wanted to live forever.
I needed to fly.
Don't you ever want to fly?