this thanksgiving was one of the best i've ever had. i was surrounded by family and friends that r pretty much my family. we ate, watched football, and shared many happy times today. i am so very thankful for all the amazing christian friends God has put in my life. he has really blessed me with everyone of my friends. and so besides being thankful ( Read more... )

i've never felt this way before. i feel as though everything is perfect in my life. i feel as though nothing can bring me down. i have butterflies in my stomach all the time. i cant wait to get home. i love my life right now. i have never felt this way before. its like a natural high ( Read more... )

i kno what i must do and i kno that right now im goin through a test i guess i wish i had him by my side for reassurance. i know what my fault is i kno that its not a long time i kno i'll be bac in 5 days i kno i kno but i wish i had someone here with me. pray that i pass this hard test Gods giving me. cause if i dont im probably not ready.....but ( Read more... )

ok well last night was a great relief only to bring more grief only in a different situation. ok let me explain it was just after church had started and i was thinkin about some thing and then that lead to sad emotions then that lead to waery eyes then that lead to me walking out of church walking a half a mile to be alone and cry my litte eyes out ( Read more... )

hey melody thanks for saying that thing you said last night after church b/c even though dont right now i have a feeling i would have sooner or later so now i can prevent it from happening cause thats the last thing i need.....................another part of my heart broken.........so thanks

yea one other very funny thng was when we were at lunch and we started laughing so hard that i dislocated m jaw....that was funny and well hurt alot....oooo and when victor tryed to save that one empty cp and it would have been awesome if it ended there but he ended up spilling a whole cup of soda.........lol friday was amazingly fun i agree one of ( Read more... )

i feel as if im all alone in the world. i feel like no one cares bout me and if they do i cant see it. i feel as though i dont fit in anywhere. i have friends and great ones at that but latly i feel as though i dont connect with anyone. i feel as though i am on the outside looking in at all my friends and classmates having fun and fitting in and ( Read more... )

At first glance you might say my life is regular even down right normal, well ur wrong my life is odd weird and very much strange. not only do i have a life at school, home, and church, but i also have a life at other schools and even in different states not to mention the life inside my head. im not crazy or anything i just think alot. i have ( Read more... )

you ever have one of those times when ur life isnt as ggod as u think i can be and u think u know the one thing that could make it better. well one of those times is now for me......the only thing is that the one thing i think will make my life better i probably wont get....and i dont know if that one thing is really the right thing right now in my ( Read more... )

well school starts tomarrow and i want to go but also summer rules..........as the last weekend of the summer i was determined to relax cause i got some hard classes this year.... so all i did was watch movies tv adn talk to friends on the internet....well i did have my friend over today but i havnt seen her an awhile so that doesnt count and all ( Read more... )