11 27 pm. My last update till Aug ( Read more... )

Well the days are going by a lot faster. today is the 7th and i leave on the 15th..damn...never new time could go by so fast when you didnt want it too ( Read more... )

Why cant I see it? Why cant i belive it? She is over me. She wants nothing to do with me. To me, im just some girl that was in her life and now im out. I gave it all i had! Or did i? I love her more then words can say. I would do anything for her. But its not that way. She wants to be with other people, she wants to have fun, and be happy..I ( Read more... )

it hurts to know its over ( Read more... )

Well its been a few days since i have written about anything ( Read more... )

The news of todays results.

Are

IM IN!!!! I DID IT.I AM NOT IN THE ARMY NATIONAL GUARD

Where are you ( Read more... )

Well, lets talk about yesterday first hand.

Went to go see my Recuriter.  To make sure everything was straight to go on thursday.   So i got re weigh, and taped.  The results.

Im great to go on thursday he said. but you know i have those feelings in the back, like are we sure..cause i dont want to get my hopes down and wait another

30 days.  So, ( Read more... )

The time we had ( Read more... )

Today. May 23rd 2005

Today wasnt a bad day. Started off great and right now it is ended alright. the middle was hmm drama. lets put it that way.  Went to the mall. with angie. fun! not sure how we missed so many stores while walking threw it though. neat places! ( i dont go to the mall that much, im not a drop to you shop type of chick)  but great ( Read more... )