so i haven't had a chance to post a new years post. well in 2006 i learned not a whole lot. going away to school helped me learn a lot about myself. but as far as everything else that happened, as far as friends lost and friends gained i don't feel too much remorse because i understand that holding onto someone for the wrong reasons ends up hurting ( Read more... )

top night last night. thought it would be stupid returning to high school once again but i enjoyed being incredibly immature and drunk, reminds me of grade nine and some of grade twelve. well really grade nine through twelve but whatever. when maturity doesn't work immaturity is the next step ( Read more... )

i really really love living. can you think of anything better than controlling your own existence? anything more liberating than that?
i feel great. top night deena! TOP night!

currently just wasting time...
so how do you know if you've changed? was it me that changed? it's too hard to tell. how do you know if you've made a difference in anyone else's life? maybe you only find out after you die.

hypocrite's irritate me.

so my sister left today, i said bye to her on sunday and it made me understand that some things really are little. and maybe we say goodbye too quickly to people who we shouldn't write out of out lives. so i guess that's why i sent you that text message. but i understand now, some people don't forgive as easily. we both know i had things i needed ( Read more... )

Opening Credits ( Read more... )

i have been writing way too many plane letters lately. thats it, no one else is leaving me, ever!

thought this would amuse people. thought it was an 'easy target'
http://www.dumpalink.com/media/1133782746/The_Emo_Song

whats harder than not having your hearts desire? having it. when you have what you want, what causes you to doubt it so much? if something isn't good for you and you do it anyway, they call it addiction.

you know, for someone who can't be alone you really do have a knack for pushing people away.