i've felt loss, loss for 7 weeks, loss for a lifetime and loss for months at a time. that's why i believe in being positive. because if someone's away from you forever or for a little while you still owe it to yourself to keep living life to the best of your ability. because to me, a wasted life is a life not embraced. it might not be about ( Read more... )

my sister is moving back to england

in two weeks.
november is just not my month
birthday this year? party for one

so aaron leaves for Alberta on Saturday

until december 16th.

we were going to be naive together but he let real life get in the way. maybe i'm just not realizing the big picture, it's not me or leaving, it's just leaving with me waiting here ( Read more... )

"To have control of something is to understand its opposite ( Read more... )

is punishment a fair retaliation for insecurity? if there is no trust in a relationship is it a functioning relationship. but if someone knows what pisses the other person off and they don't do it anymore, if they make sacrifices shouldn't they expect the same kind of respect from the other person? at what point is sacrifice just considered a loss ( Read more... )

So life is amazing. living is a trip. eventually we won't be alive anymore. think about it, we're going to outlive our parents. i think that would be one of life's hardest losses. i want to live big. thinking about death makes me wanna jump out of a plane or travel to antarctica or get out of bed. a big part of me thinks that i am living big enough ( Read more... )

if two people date and it doesn't work out because they can't STAND each other, why do they continue to talk? why do couples who don't work out really think they can maintain a friendship? on top of that, why bother? i mean he or she hury you either publicly or even more painfully-privately ( Read more... )

well my friends, here we go. with our lunchboxes packed we enter the inbetween. not quite the real world but closer than any of us have ever been ( Read more... )

i think that we, as teenagers, are so used to instantly having what we want that it becomes frustrating to wait. i'm curious as to whether the kids who know exactly how they want to live their lives miss a lot of their childhood because they are so eager to grow up that they spend their best years just waiting ( Read more... )