I'm pretty conflicted when i read threw this god aweful mess of a journal. On one hand i'm embarrassed of the complete fool i acted while under the use of Paxil, yet i appreciate the knowledge and wisdom i gathered from this completely FUCKED part of my life. I'm not at all proud of the things i said and did during this time, by no means. I harness ( Read more... )

Please tell me I'm not the only one,
that thinks we're taking ourselves too seriously,
Just a little too enamored with inflated self-purpose.Talk is cheap ( Read more... )

Everybody wants to live, like
they wanna live and
Everybody wants to love, like
they wanna love and
Everybody wants to be
Closer to Free

So i live with my boyfriend now, which is lovely for the time being.
But shit sucks otherwise. :(

mdma.

jaypaul moves back in 2 days.
sooo excited!

sink joey sink (12:35:44 PM): wrong.
sink joey sink (12:35:46 PM): so shut up.

lol hahaha totaly diffrent person lol
has compleattly changed.

i've herd it all before but some things never change.

down today.
i think it's complicated.

i'm on higher doses of muh meds, more seritonin for me :)
i'm giddy as FUCK right now.
lol ya'll don't even know. i'm happy as ballz.
well.
i guess ballz are happy?
i'm as happy as happy ballz.

that's my story and i'm sticking to it.

Me: "Sam! you've been drinking that beer for an hour and it's still HALF FULL!"
Sam: "well, at least your optimistic."
LOL.