it's been an insight. to be witness to such revelations, I learnt that I never wish to let you go.

and likewise, I'll never let free someone who's hurt you, however minimal. thank you for listening, for understanding, for reaffirming my decisions. because that is most prized, simply cause it's just priceless.

i've decided to privatise all future entries,
and some of the previous ones.

if you're unable to read any entries beyond this,
and you'd like to,
pls, email me.
i'll see if i can put you on the list.

when all hope seem lost, a ray of light peeks out from a tiny crack hidden in some back corner.

i had an awesome day spent with syg and ful.
it was sealed by the the conversation i just had.
congrats for the new appointment ma'am.
i'm glad, you're getting your chance. =)

see, there's still hope.
and yet, i still love it when i emo.
i become more ( Read more... )

i guess not everyday things go your way ( Read more... )

no. i won't be updating much abt the trip. not yet anyways. pictures are still with friends. and most of the one with my face is with them.
so yes. lets be patient and wait.

but the few pictures were awesome, no?

on the mountain, the sky was forever blue. we were using the clouds as gauge.

"we're above the clouds... now we're below... we're inside... ( Read more... )

its been an amazing week ( Read more... )

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears
( Read more... )

its been a whirl ( Read more... )

there's a specific role.
regardless of where or what, this role is always assumed.

just a taster, a beginning.
yes, it may be tasty, yet it is just light.
nothing that fills you up.
a step towards something better, more fulfilling.

and yet, i'm just an appetiser.

this is a welcome.
i've been away so much, i've lost track of a lot of things.
yes, its been much fun and play,
and yet, i feel like i'm still missing somethings.

mersing was good fantastic.
it's like a return back to the the times where things just flowed,
where we didn't have to stress on every little detail.
i know it gets tiring to keep comparing
but ( Read more... )