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[one_n_jen]

damnit. i hate making decisions. i hate having stuff to hide from others. i just don't like dealing with things. im no different from anyone else. i am just stating the fact. good lord i just want to scream. i dont want to be around anyone, but i dont really want to be alone. well actually i think i would kind of like to be alone. oh hell. when do

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[buttonskitten]

i wish i could go back and tell my previous self what the right desion was, i wish my future self could come tell me what i should be doing. Maybe the idea that you HAD to do what your parents did and they set up who you married was a better idea, at least there was someone else to blame when it wasn't right.

a possible solution

[anonymous]

Dearest Jeni,
Lets run away together. We can run to the bahamas and sit on the beach and drink.......... soda (hey what do your expect I'm typing at church) we can sit around with nothing on but our ........ bathing suits (again what do you expect I am at church) and all day long we can make............ cookies (again look at the above comments). We can change our identities and never look back. Ok maybe its not the best of plans but hey it might work. Maybe you can talk to me but again that might not be the best idea.
Love ya hun,
You know who or JD, I'm not to sure on who I am right now.

Re: a possible solution

[one_n_jen]

woooo hooooo!!! i get to run away to the bahamas! and i get to go with a hella cool person! sweet. im so excited! i will talk to you soon though babe, i just havent been home very much lately. im sorry.