This sucks. I'm sick. I'm in pain all the time.  I'm the loneliest fucking creature alive...and the pickiest apparently. *shakes head ( Read more... )

 So here we are. Two weeks or so after my last entry. So much has changed. I have a job now. I am so excited,. I can barely believe that I work now. It's still something that I'm having to adjust to again ( Read more... )

 Well, first, I would like to point out that taking medication for my paranoia, depression, and instability has led to some unhappy consequences. For instance, my blurred vision and inability to focus my eyes. Great. I can stay calm in a crisis but I am effectively blinded.

And benedryl is all I can pop just to stop myself from destryong my legs. I ( Read more... )

I have been working on TDTs((The Devil's Tears for those who don't know)) lately and I have to say I am pleased with the direction the typing is taking it. I'm enjoying it much more the second time through.  I'm also writing poetry every few days and that means that my newest collection is stayin on schedule to be finished. That's a great thing for ( Read more... )