I've been thinking a lot lately. When a relationship ends on terms of being "just friends" it sounds like it can work at the time, but in reality it can't. I can't even pretend that I want to be friends with you anymore. I hate the idea of you. You've changed so much that it blows my mind. I told my parents about the person you've become and ( Read more... )

I'm reading through the General Election Official Voter Information Guide and here are some excerpts from Arguments in favor of Prop 8 (my responses are after the quoted portions ( Read more... )

Let me start with a little background I guess. Then I'd like to know if I have a right to be really upset about this. So I've been seeing this girl (when I see seeing, I guess I mean sleeping with) and we hang out a couple times a week. This has been going on for about 3-4 weeks, and nothing serious is coming of it. While we haven't said we ( Read more... )

Just finished reading all the stuff people wrote in all of my high school yearbooks. It was interesting to see how many more people wrote in my yearbook each year. I remember being really shy up until about senior year. It was also funny because there were a ton of comments in my senior year book about being naked. And one unsigned one that ( Read more... )

So now I'm stuck going to Seattle, and honestly I don't know why I'm having such doubts about going. It should be really fun. I guess I'm just really worried about money right now, which I can't complain because of my lack of a job is my own fault. I tried to refund my tickets and the airline won't do it without charging me a shit load of fees ( Read more... )

Lately I've been having really vivid dreams, and I've been having trouble distinguishing between dream and reality. I mean parts of them are so completely outlandish that it's obvious that I dreamt it, but some of the things seem like they really could have happened, and I have to remind myself that it was all just a dream. For instance the other ( Read more... )

I watch my neighbors son play with his shotgun in the street ( Read more... )

Who needs enemies when I've got friends like you ( Read more... )

So today I went back to my old job (Burger Road) and ordered some beer. My ex-boss brought it out to me, chatted with him for a little bit. Got another beer, talked with some of the new employees, seem nice enough, will probably hate that job in a couple of weeks though. My friend comes in, gets me another beer and some food, and all this time ( Read more... )

It's been a long long while since I've posted here, so this update is going to be crazy long ( Read more... )