I've had one of the longest weeks of my life, but really I keep hanging myself up on the little things and I'm not even taking time to enjoy what I have going for me.  I think my pictures have been impressing my photo teacher, but it's hard to tell with her.  She seems to only be really critical of our photos if they're good, otherwise she just ( Read more... )

 Tonight can only be classified as awesome.  The night itself started out pretty tame, but you know how things get after everyone in the bar takes a shot of Wild Turkey.  Before we even get to the Turkey of the wild variety, we should start at the beginning.  So, in the time of christ we showed up at the bar, which was roughly 9 PM.  The plan was ( Read more... )

 Dear Journal,

Wow has it been a crazy 6 months or what?  I've been dating Krystle for six months now.. oh what's that livejournal? You haven't been introduced to Krystle yet?  Alright well Krystle is this amazing girl that I've been dating and she's pretty.  I met her at DVC where we worked together as tutors, and also through Melissa our mutual ( Read more... )

We were sitting in his truck and he looked at me and said, "Everyday since February 23rd I've woken up and it's been the worst day of my life."  I've never heard anything that hit me so hard in my life.  He said he's felt betrayed by everyone lately and that everyone thinks he's acting strangely, and he admits he's been different, but it's all with ( Read more... )

I want her to know how I feel, but how do I tell her ( Read more... )

I'm moved into my new room and it is completely awesome. It's still settling in for me that this is actually my room and it feels like I'm just staying in a guest room at someone's house. I have yet to decorate this room in any fashion, but I've been pretty busy otherwise. With school winding down I've had some extra work to do for my class/ ( Read more... )

Just finished watching Stand By Me and I really liked it. I really liked the last few lines that said, "I never had friends like the ones that I had when I was twelve. Jesus, who does?" I don't think that it's entirely true, but being twelve was such a simpler time, friendships were so much easier to come by. Now it seems like anytime anyone ( Read more... )

So can we take the next hour and we'll talk about me, and we'll talk about me ( Read more... )

I just went back and read a bunch of old entries. It made me feel better. It's funny how much I say I'll do something, and I end up not doing whatever it was. For instance I said a few times that I would stop drinking so much, but that never really happened. There'll be a time in my life where I'll look back at how much I used to drink and ( Read more... )

I need motivation. Everything feels like such a chore these days, and I've dropped all of my classes except for Tutoring. I don't know what is going on lately, but none of the students I tutor have been showing up. I really need the money right now because I really want to move out next summer. I'm starting my job search this week.. if I get ( Read more... )