dont leave me this way 
i cant survive without your sweet love
please dont leave me this way

Will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face.

I love you.

please don't hate me

I know you don't, you wouldn't, you can't.

I had fun with you tonight
bowling and playing pool with our Johnathon and Ali

We've grown so close the past couple of days
because we came so close to losing each other.
it put things into perspective

Oh, how i love you
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I have to block out thoughts of you 
So I dont lose my head.

I can't wonder if I still love you
I can't wonder what I might be missing

Im inlove now
but we're so close to kissing

What's wrong with me?
why do I want to hear those words from you?

Why do I still think maybe you think it too..

Im a glass of orange juice!!!!
Dont touch me!
I'll tip over and DIE!

im fucking crazy. no joke. not even playing me = mentally unstable to the extreme i freaked out blake today w/ my loconess really. he thinks i need help im not joking i think i do *tear*

When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming,

There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
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I got my wisdom teeth taken out ( Read more... )

i have to get my wisdom teeth taken out friday at 10:30am.
not cool.

staying out all hours of the night. blake. stealing. lying. cheating. listening. watching. music. bandcamp. clothes shopping. being sick for days. hanging out at blockbuster 23/6. watching movies with blake. becoming an anarchist. dreading the start of school. Summer ending. beginnings. endings.
sex. drugs. violence.

My summer.

Blake is sick.
hes been sick for 2 days. I haven't even talked to him today
i talked to him for a total of 5 minutes yesterday. This is not fun!
Not fun at all. It makes me miss him and cherish him so much more..
maybe that's good. But i have hated going a day and a half and probably 2 days wihout seeing him.
I had band camp today like the day before ( Read more... )