it's true

I'm officially addicted to halo.

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I thought it couldn't get any better ( Read more... )

Im sitting in Blake's bedroom with him and his mom ( Read more... )

this is the happiest ive ever been..in a nutshell

i wish i was special
your so fucking special

but im a creep
im a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here
i dont belong here

i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul

i want you to notice when im not around

your so fucking special
i wish was i was special
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today's the day when dreaming ends.

Lately ive been thinking of combustication
as a welcome vacation from the burdens of planet earth

I havent done a real journal entry in a while

i dont see the point in keeping this is im not going to even make a real entry that
i can look back on in a few years because ive had this journal for so long.

so im going to start making real entries from now on.
starting tomorrow.

im in an awful mood.

i miss you so much.
and i know im not supposed to.
but i do.

I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between

I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that I taste you feel you breathe you need you
I want ( Read more... )