fact: aaron sperling can benchpress five asian dudes. no lie. i saw it.

more at 11.

what i went through to get back into this account tonight ( Read more... )

i just really kinda need a hug.

i'm driving myself insane. seriously. the last thing i need to be doing is thinking about this and making myself unnecessarily paranoid. but i can't stop imagining these worst-case scenario type things, and after what happened last night i am starting to doubt the chances of these things not happening ( Read more... )

not much to say. wanna do drugs. but been fairly clean recently. good thing i guess. even tho.. i just wanna party again. like.. like college. i miss that. damnit.

got fucked over royally yesterday. met some interesting people, as i always do wherever i go. wish i were back at wooster where none of this shit could happen. my summer's ruined. my future's at stake. life is pretty much a slow river upon which i'm drifting involuntarily, watching my friends pass by in speedboats having the times of their lives ( Read more... )

goin to a headshop in cleveland today. gonna get a steamroller. i'm mighty excited. molly told me she'd finish the stats paper and then i'ma edit it before we turn it in.. which takes a load of stress off my shoulders. and i keep thinking i shoudl go back and redo all the statistical shit i ran off of spss and statcrunch online because i think i ( Read more... )

i have a bio lab report to do today.
my printer is broken.

my friends aren't really my friends,
and i'm feeling utterly destitute.

yes, you heard me: destitute.
(i think that works)

um. devoid!!
i really need a 0 button on my phone. this is getting ridiculous.
time for extensive homework!!! yay...

man. i love drugs. but i hate being sick...

there is a lot of food in my room, along with extensive plans for drug acquirings.
i look forward to this weekend with much anticipation.