lie awake
wondering
if things
couldda been
much different
second chance
whats become
of this friendship
if you could
call this one

but everyone makes
mistakes

i love that song.

and my hair is shorttt!!! i love itt!

tomorrow morning-------->hair cutt....yay!!

so i just deleted my myspace. i feel happyish.

oh and i got a new computer chair. jesse is in the bathroom painting the walls. and my nose is runny.

im so bored.

oh today i found out that my best friend from when i was 3, who is like a month younger than me, is now a high school drop out who is out looking for 25 year old men. i miss my kedda i knew in preschool ( Read more... )

anyway.

pics under cut

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the past couple of days have been the best of summer. its been really really fun. i love hanging out with chris john and amber. those three are seriously like thee best. but i wish that i could spend more time with loren and mike ( Read more... )

well i was thinking about thursday night. that was one of thee best nights of my life. haha loren slept over. we learned french and talked to emilio. and that was the greatest. and friday was horrible kinda. but thats when we hung out with chaz and ryan and theo and steven. awwe i dont want summer to be almost overrr. loren played go fish. we made ( Read more... )

its raining really hard. and im sad. theres like a river flowin in the street. and i miss my mom. i want her to come home. the end.

so i spent the entire day at the hospital yesterday. we went to bed at 4 am on thursday night and got up 3 hours layter and went to the hospital. they opperated on my mom at about 2. then i left the hospital to go eat at like 3.30. and when we got done eating it was time for my mom to go back up to her room. so we went back to the hospital at about ( Read more... )