last night was funn. we were at the pointe. and that was entertaining. i saw nick and matt and sam and tanner and some other kids i didnt know. but thats ohkay. things arent going so great today though. its kinda depressing but oh well. nicole leaves tomorrow. and ehh i dont really care i guess. my face got sunburned and my shoulders got tanned? ( Read more... )

i've been ditched by my so called best friend!! hahah and i dont even care. gahh its funny. and due to pebble tech pools and my own stupidity....i have a hole in my lip!! yay!!! i actually love life more than practically anything. gahh!! everybody should hang out with me! and i love that songs by papa roach. scars. wow! comments ( Read more... )

tuscon with brooke tommorow or today?

i miss mike.

where is the moment you needed the most?
you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

im upset. this really isnt fair. how can you just pretend? like nothing ever happened? like i was never there? like there was never an us?

gahh.

you think you really know somebody. then you just dont anymore. its crazy. my day has been crazy. im gunna call my sisters beta---> Shit Face <---because its ugly. and i hope it dies.

im starving. so im eating m&m's. shit.

last night i wrote a letter. then i put it in a box. and im never gunna look at it again. i put the box under my bed. then i called robby. and i talked to him for a while. it was upsetting. but its alright. i miss greg and i wish he were home. thats all.

George's memorial was today.
i hadn't really cried until today.
it was really devastating.
thats the only way to describe it.
and it sucks that he's gone.
i'm gunna miss him soo much.
he was indeed the the most BadAsss kid i knew.
i hate death. thats all.

Rest In Peace George Landon Mattos.
you are going to be missed by so many people.

im home now.
last night i hung out with morgan and ashley and their friends.
it was fun.
i feel like im in jail.
i cant leave, or hang out.
my sister, brother in law, and two nephews are here.
oh wow.

well this week hasnt been the best. but i made a new friend. and she is just like me and jesse. and i figured out that im coming home next weekend. yay. my mom just told me. and im very excited. its storming like crazy here. and i saw like 8 tornadoes last weekend. i was scared. but thats ohkay. i miss everybody. and i want to come home now. but ( Read more... )