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Empire
This is the humble beginning of a fucking empire as it is living mess. The work, the discipline, the artistry......it going to be a rarity. The word will be spread and we will have all the talking points. I will work my system and laugh at everyone who doubted me or never gave me my dues. I take over everyday that I do this. The strength and ( Read more... ) -
This fire is hot
I cant help but feel very angry at the moment. I feel as if im being ignored or overlooked. I also feel like no one cares or that I'm just too unstable to be trusted. I dont like this at all but what i do know at the moment is that i am doing a good job of staying on task and trying to create a vision for my future. I'm so pissed off about how ( Read more... ) -
Just a few steps
So ive been back at djing and collecting tracks the past two weeks. Its so strange to see my maturity in the process of collecting tracks and even now i have a good state of being aware when spinning. It's a better understanding than what i had lf myself and of my equipment from a long time ago. I feel confident with where im at an i think i can ( Read more... ) -
How it looks now
Well ive completed WLC and ive got a good amount of goodies to add to my collection. Life is decent and im stable its just that i know i should be further along. School is gonna have to start up again and im going to need to finish this degree so that i can move on and make other plans. There are women around but none i truly call or beckon for. I ( Read more... ) -
heavy load
I keep circling thoughts and my imagination runs wild with great ideas. I'm hoping that what I imagine is what I can actually achieve. I'm tired of waiting and I know I'll need to give myself a fighting chance at everything. I hope setting up this new venture give me the fighting chance to create some good for my future. It's not the material ( Read more... ) -
the choice of change
I've made a choice and it is clear. It may not be the right one but it will develop the rest of my story. I'm tired of waiting and after I begin the process and master it there will be nothing that will hold me back to getting a better life. I've waited calmly so long and no one will help me get that life. So I will relentlessly chase after that ( Read more... ) -
Everlasting drive
I have a feeling inside that feels unmatched. One that will take me towards my brightest days. I am tested each and every way but I am not discouraged. Persistence and consistency are my watch worth. I hope to someday be the man I've envisioned in my dreams. I know I am on my way but the road is tough and I have much more work to get done. No this ( Read more... ) -
Beauty in imperfection
There's a beauty that lies in imperfection that some fail to see everyday. As I see it I would just like to be happy each day and be with someone who makes sense for me and my life. Some one who helps me put the pieces together and drifts with me to a great place. Every day I search and even though I'm in a situation who's to say that this is it. I ( Read more... ) -
Stick to the plan
Same party different day
I'm not about chasing the party on the daily and now that I'm coming into this niche I'm making a path for myself. One focused on the continued success of my hobbies and ways to help me rise from the ash. In time I know I'll be able to achieve these marks one at a time. I know my work ethic is steady and I must continue to ( Read more... ) -
Weight of the world
Feels like so much has me weighed down.....I just need a second to breathe. Maybe a few to be calm and gather myself. Following that I will attack my issues and move forward.
It's time to:
Design
Produce
Mix and drop new radio show
Photograph
And rank up at drill.
Things will slowly work themselves out, I just need to keep making steps possible so that I ( Read more... )