im not good at keeping this thing updated ( Read more... )

the thought of finding myself living in fallbrook/vista again really makes me unhappy, its just not the best place for me, or really anyone my age to be full time. so....

...im considering taking off and backpacking europe for 3 to 6 months.

any thoughts, advice suggestions?

anyone wanna come with?

im actually really happy for once, thats why you havent heard from me on this thing in forever, i dont have too much to complain about.

yay!

my mouth hurts and i look like a freaking chipmunk.

getting your wisdom teeth out sucks.

i think being stuck at home is the worst part.

i am no longer a brace face. dear lord its finally over. thank god i never wanna have braces again. the only problem being i now have 304823048 cavitys and rather yellow teeth, but give it some time and a few dentists appointments and they'll be looking good.

this is probably the best day i've had in two years.

as much as i like to play the victim, im really kind of a jerk. i just managed to make yet another girl cry uncontrollably, accidently of course. it just seems that the more honest i try to be and the more i try to let someone in, the more i manage to hurt them. and i really dont know what to do with myself now. because like she said, this isnt the ( Read more... )

im probably the only person on here who still listens to cake ( Read more... )

how could i ever compete with that? what do i have to offer? honestly. sometimes i just feel like second best, which is basically worse then both last and third place.

i want it to work out with you and me, but i know it wont, and it cant, so why do i keep trying anyways? im just so confused.

i hate the world.

here go again.

another hard day of work. spent a few hours learning how to make and create balloon animals. then went home. 11 bucks an hour + tips? i should be worried about keeping my job.

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I know im scared out of my mind ( Read more... )