this has been the worst week ever. i had alot of fun last night though with the girls (melanie, christina and allyse) untill i talked to jeremie. i swear i feel like my whole entire world has been turned upside down. i don't even know what's going on. mel says i'm in denial and i think she's right. it's just that the things he told me are so hard ( Read more... )

so me and jeremie are taking a "serious break" now. this is gay, but i guess i have to deal with it, cuz it's not like i have much of a choice now anyways. maybe this will be better for us, who knows? all i know is that i don't want anyone else... life really sucks sometimes. hmmm ok well i'm gonna make a CD to listen to on my way to work... byeee

"you don't need a guy who is going to cause worries an aggrivation, you need a guy who will call you just because he wants to hear your voice,or give you flowers just because he saw you, or always tell you that you deserve so mcuh more than him but you make him the luckiest guy in the world just because you hold his hand"

wow too bad that made me ( Read more... )

hmm.... class is so boring!! i'm in advisory right now and there's really nothing else to do...
too bad, i think i'm supposed to get my report card right now since i didn't get it on friday, but i'm too scared to ask my teacher for it cuz i know he's gonna get after me for my grades. that sucks!! i need to start doing better in school. my dad found ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated this thing in forever... nothing really cool has happened latley i guess. school is a drag, like always. we were supposed to get our report cards yesterday, but i didn't get mine! =) thank god. the christmas break was way to short. all i did was work the whole time! and me and jeremie hung out towards the end, i guess... ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

i hope that everyone's day was wonderful, mine has been so far. i got a cell phone!! heck yea!! and a real one this time... not that pre-paid crap that i had before. i love it! and i also got some clothes cd's and stuff like that. jeremie came over today too and brought me presents. he got me the shoes that i've been ( Read more... )

well i'm getting ready for work and i needed something to do with my time... considering all i do now is sleep, go to school, and go to work. pretty gay. my weekend was the worst ever. too bad jeremie decided to go out on a *date* with this girl christine from Devine. i guess that means that we're really really over and i've been holding onto ( Read more... )

i work at McDonalds now!! yea cuz that's where all the super cool kids work at! =)

work is pretty cool, but i don't have weekends anymore cuz i gotta work at night and close and stuff. but i guess that's good, it get's my mind off of jeremie. everything with him is awful. he wants to "have his fun" right now and not be with me. it sucks because i ( Read more... )

wow, it really has been forever since i've updated this thing!!
sooo hears the latest news in my life.... i'm single. yea... jeremie broke up with me like a week ago, and now we're "working on our friendship." pretty lame if ya ask me... but whatever, jeremie seems to know what he's doing. he needs "space" and that's what he's getting considering we ( Read more... )

homecomming was super over-rated. well at least i thought so... before homecomming we went to go eat at the cheesecake factory all the way over at northstar and didn't even get to the dance until about 9:30 or so, even though it started at 7:30. my date didn't want to dance, so i didn't. we ended up leaving at about 10:30 and went to the shishu ( Read more... )