So I pretty much feel worthless right now. I finally get a good boyfriend and everything falls apart. AGAIN. What is wrong with me? Its like I can’t make anything work with anyone. Jared text messaged me and it was definitely something I didn’t want to hear. No one but Kelsey even understands how he makes me feel. When he walks into a room my eyes ( Read more... )

Well I guess its finally time for me to write again. Well not write…. type if you will. So I pretty much have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. I don’t think that I have been this happy in an extremely long time. I went to his house Friday night and I stayed there till yesterday morning. Im going back tonight. Friday we all just hung out…. ( Read more... )

Yah so…. Jared = amazing. I have never been this happy in my life. I am so glad that I finally found someone who makes me smile more than I ever have. Well I pretty much hate writing in this so…that’s it….later kids!

I am so stressed out lately. with everything. School. Friends. Parents. and most important my car. I have done nothing but cry everynight it seems like. Its like everything is going wrong. Well, all except for Garrett. I love him. Its like hes always there to say or do something to make me feel better. Even if all he does is hug me. I hope ( Read more... )

yah so, I got in a car accident on Saturday morning. My car hit a telephone pole. What a perfect start to a perfect winter. God I fuckin hate the snow. I fuckin hate the winter. I just fucking hate the cold!

yeah so garrett asked me out thursday. I said yes. hes alot of fun and he makes me laugh. we seem to get along pretty good so far.
i dont really have anything to talk about but thats ok i suppose. so i guess i am going to go... <3

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yeah so its been a really long time since i have wrote in here...but i guess thats what i am going to have to do since the fucking school blocked myspace. gay. anyways. I WAS having a really good year until now. I seriously cant stand this anymore...i am on the verge of freaking right out and just walking out...on it all ( Read more... )

its been a long time but yeah anyways...im so mad right now...seth is being a fucking retard and its pissing me off..so yeah...he usually calls me at like 5 or 5:30 so lastnight i waited till about 6 or so and i called his house and his grandmother told me he was at his cousins house...she gave me the number but i didnt call there because i didnt ( Read more... )

i hate this shit hole...i want to be out of here. =x

Well, I talked to James tonight. That definitely brought back some old memories. I am still shaking. I dont know why. I want so badly to be friends with him but its pointless now. Hes going off to college and i will probably never see him again. Unless hes in town for like the summer or something. anyways. yeah that was kinda nice. he came into the ( Read more... )