TEN DAYS!!! i dunno how the hell i am gonna pay for it but im still excited!

what i am not excited about is my five hundred dollar phone billl!

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im pretty much stoked about prom

stuck in the jaws of this monster ( Read more... )

Dust will pour from my mouth
Ash will burn my eyes
Razorblade fingertips
and my flesh burns for blood
so scar me deep

im starting to hate everyone and everything.

GOD.

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i just wanna beat up a homeless man.

Things are sort of getting back to normal. Except Danielle's parents hate me. I wish I could fix this. I don't know what i did. It's ridiculous. I love her to death and i want her parents to want me to date her. Either way I am SO glad she is mine. All this stuff has made me think a lot. We don't have forever. I need to cherish every second we have ( Read more... )

I think its all getting better. We can get past this. We can finally stop arguing. Hopefully this is a wake up call for Danielle. I won't put up with one more lie. She knows. I hope. I don't want it to end but i can't let her hurt me EVER again. I made it clear. It ends now. i just want us to be happy. i know we can be.

    does this happen to me. what did i do wrong. Danielle has pushed me SO far but i know there is hope. i know that we can make it. I am not mad. hurt yes. but not mad. i somehow know its my fault. we will learn and grow from this.

I will make my bed in this abandoned hallway
bathed in artificial light
filled with the screams of empty children
begging for their mothers touch

still empty it remains
desperation grows within us

four walls and a roof to shelter you
from the terrors of this world
did you expect to find sanctuary
this place knows no such thing

was a long and tiring week. but worth it.