So remind me not to write on here when it's 4 in the morning and i'm ridiculously drunk.

So I guess I should say what i've been doing.

Um. I've been working 2 jobs (Education Station and Murphy's in Riverside....both cooking) and getting really high. That's pretty much it.

Peace out you stupid orange a tang.

So I'm really really drunk right now and feeling drunk depressed and I feel like i need to rant but i'm so drunk that i have no idea what i need to rant about ( Read more... )

So I have a job now. I cook food for like little children at the Education Station with my sister. It's really easy. And it's kind of making me rethink the whole never reproducing thing. But the pay is good and the people are nice ( Read more... )

Last night we went to the Yacht Club w/Bradman. It was pretty fun. I got drunk off of cranberry vodka's. The band's were good, too. Sublime coverband and RHCP coverband. Everyone got really into the RHCP band. They made them play like 3 extra songs. Well repeat songs b/c they didn't know anymore. Whatever. I got really wasted and had a good time ( Read more... )

SO it's been a good day. Yes it has. I got stoned and went out to Woodpecker w/Leona. She chased butterflies. It was cute. Listened to Gogol Bordello on the drive home. Now watching Six Feet Under eating chips and queso from panchero's. life is oh so good.

So I have no idea what the fuck is going on.

Don't ask me...it's only my brain. Or what's left of it.

Feeling stuck.

Feeling so fucking stuck that it's impossible to imagine getting out.

Everybody around me is doing something.

I'm doing nothing.

Nothing at all.

And I don't know what to do about it.

Life is pretty good.

Cool.

Rolling joints has become my passion.

I think I have a job at Pizza Pit.

haha.

it was really hard to get a job there. trust me...

I wish my computer wasn't broken.

I wish my broken wasn't computer.

I know Swedish.

I need to change my userpic. it's so...................i dunno ( Read more... )

So right now i'm stoned out of my mind ( Read more... )

I've just noticed how lame my username is. and also my email address. i always get embarrassed when i have to tell someone that my screenname is ral13lol. and then i have to explain to them that i'm not some retard who laughs a lot, but i made it when i was 11 years old and just haven't had the energy to change it. b/c then you have to tell ( Read more... )