havent updated in a while, im high now thursday night, rerun oc. adams parents caught us like the last 2 times they dont c are its tight. hmm sam is in NY, adam is gettin a new truck, o ya i went to RI the other weekend, it was good seeing snow but it sucked havin the flu the whole time and havin to make up a bunch of hw. well me and megan have ( Read more... )

everything seems to be going good, but inside def not, shits bothering me im not sure what. alot has happened since i wrote in this crap... old gf. new gf. new job. swimming put to an halt. alright grades. not enough time. im done with sharing a car, looking for a ride, sharing everything, if anyone ever complains abt their car shut t he fuck up ( Read more... )

winter break finally came, i think im doing pretty good on my report card :), gotta get my SAT score up though so i make it into UF or ill be depressed forever. Ummm the breakk started out well until i found out about some upsetting news. i cant beleive brull is being forced to move away. his parents are being dicks. i went to griers tonight ( Read more... )

i dont update much and i get bitched at so this is for you ( Read more... )

i always forget abt this, its been a while, alot of things changed since the alst update. right now everything is pretty good besides not knowing waht i want to do with swimming, i think im just plain lazy and dont wanna push my self to get better for next year. last night was TSL/YC and it was awesome. thanks jaime soo much babe i love you ( Read more... )

hey, weeks gettin better, gettin her outta my mind...somewhat. im accepting the fact and its beginning to be fine with me. Umm today i left school early to get a EKG and a heart monitor, i cant take a shower tonight bc i have wires all over my body. its weird.. hopefully everything is fine with me but my hearts been hurtin a lil and racing. i ( Read more... )

i dont know how the hell i feel or how she feels. i think she is back to her normal self, the way she was before with out me, the girl who is easy to get with and hooks up with anyone. yeah that kind of reputation, looks great huh. i absolutley hated it before and it took so long to get over that but now she is off doing that shit again. Weve ( Read more... )

2nd day of school,  i can say was a tad better then the first - the hour of hw given and expected to be alot worse in the days coming.  im not as depressed after talkin to my mom and jaime.  everything will be fine like they were last year (hopefully)  and this yr will go by fast and ill be a senior. After school jaime came over and helped me with ( Read more... )

So it seems to appear, The only time I write in this is when I'm down or depressed. I ended the summer off pretty decently. I slept at adams with grier. We brought the left over beer and smirnoff from Grier's, Jaime and alicia snuck out and drank with us. It was like a big orgy(somewhat like one). It was very much fun and jaime to a big ( Read more... )

well ya i havent updated in a while... i find this thing a bunch of crap. well yeah my summer totally sucks. to some people they might think the opposite or have their own opinion but yeah i lost somethin i recently started and loved doin but i wasnt good enough even though it consisted of my best friends. it just hurts when people tell u it ( Read more... )