Ok. So I haven't updated since January when Ryan left. Fuck him. Long story. If you're not aware, you're not important. Dated Rob. Another long story. Dated Chris. Another fucked up long story. Once again, I am single because I date assholes. But right now? I am thinking about things I should not be thinking about, that I haven't thought about in ( Read more... )

It's been a long time eh? So much has happened, I don't know where to start. Hmm. I'll just fill in little details. The guy whom my last entry was about, yea, things didn't work out between us. I won't say anymore about that. This guy Nick whom I started talking to in the beginning of the school year whom I had thought was gorgeous last year, we ( Read more... )

GREAT day. I woke up at noon and showered, then picked up Aubrey and went to the homecoming game. We were getting slaughtered by NBHS so we decided to leave after halftime and go to the mall. Aubrey and I went, and Michelle said she would meet us there after she stopped by her house. We get to the mall and see Vitaly walking out. We're like, fuck ( Read more... )

I hate my life. I wish I had some fancy lyric to put in here so I can describe exactly how I feel right now. Sadly no band has written anything that can even come close. So I'll just excuse myself into a sinical world where time will never stand still and I will always be that lonely forgotten girl to whom no one cares about or loves. Longing to ( Read more... )

He says that no one wants him. He says he keeps getting rejected. He says how much he wants a real relationship. Yet he has his chance right here staring him in the face, but he doesnt want it. He doesnt want me. I'm not good enough. Why? When will I ever be good enough? When will I just be enough ( Read more... )

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Riding behind some slow woman in the fast lane, I remarked, "Wtf is she driving so slow for, what an asshole", then I realized how I used to drive before I got comfortable with the whole driving thing. And my subject quote was born ( Read more... )

Nice Justin. Alright. Anyway. I havn't been home a lot lately. Spending most of my time with Shanon, but since she's in Virginia with her family (Where I should be too but I had prior plans that were unavoidable and I couldn't go with her) I've been with Christian a lot.

Nothing else to tell. My car and I are doing just fine. The end.

xxx

Past couple days, I've been hanging around with Anthony a lot. We go to his house and watch movies and what not, just relax. Quite nice. Two nights ago went bowling with everyone and then to the Echo Queen. Always a pleasure to see all them. Hung out with Christian the next day, he took me out of my house because my family was being rediculous. We ( Read more... )

Thanks Sal. Alright. Anyway. It's Midnight and I can't sleep. I'm bored. Also somewhat lonely. That's normal though. Here's a survey I stole from William Russel Blumig. xxx. I love you Biiillyyyy ( Read more... )