blah blah. some old bullshit. ralf's not interesting.......anymore. i talked to jorge today. he wants to chill tomorrow. i told him i didnt have money. but he said that he'll get his dads car. mad coo. hopefully when steph comes back from florida we'll smoke up with there crew. he introduced me to a couple of his friends yesterday. there pretty coo ( Read more... )

I'm eating chicken. Can someone cut it for me. =\

all people do is talk shit. fucking no one knows how to mind there own business. i feel like just fucking beating the shit out of everybody. but of course thats the way my life goes............y wouldnt it.

my fucking back hurts. its driving me crazy. christina ignored me today. =\ o well. today where life takes us went to a studio it was good. we got some shows comin' up. im at franks house. i broke my monitor. anyways im leaving cuz i dont like writing in here. bye.

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i wish i didnt care. i really wish i didnt. but i wish i could help. i wish there was something i could do. anything.....but do i do anything of course not. god i wish i could do something. im soo stressed right now. i wish i could run away from everything. idk man. i think i wish to much. which i think makes me kinda fake. im gonna stay home and ( Read more... )

I dont understand shit. i thought i was confused before? im even more confused now. im not talking to anyone anymore. i dont give a fuck about anyone but myself from now on. the only feelings i care about is mine and the only person i love is myself. fuck everyone else. and whoever is reading this fuck u to. i really dont give a shit about anything ( Read more... )

I'm bored. i havent updated. =\ everything in my life is goin ok i guess. not everything is going the way i want it. but everything is kinda good enough. i wanna leave my house but i dont. i wonder when my mom is coming home. anyway i might write more later. or not idk. im pretty tired right now. good-bye.

damn i havent updated in mad long. i got back from PA yesterday. it was pretty coo. kinda boring but awesome at the sametime weird. i laughed ALOT. all i did was sleep+ laugh+ play video games+ eat+ scavenge to eat+ play guitar+ watch tv+ watch moulin rouge+ and shower- it was pretty coo. well since the last time i updated. alot has happened. i ( Read more... )

I wrote an entry but i erased it cuz im stupid ill update later. cuz my moms home and i dont wanna be here cuz shes a bitch.
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