i jus dont understand...

woke up today of course dreaming of shit i dont want to b dreaming about. and then got i hear some stupid shit. lol. fuck her. i love myspace. but watever im over shit. im not gonna stress myself no more. im not chasing no one fuck that. im tried of being awake and thinking about her...or even fuking sleeping and still shes on my mind. fuckkk that ( Read more... )

Hello AGAIN! my old journal...wow i havent written in here in forever. anyways. ive been ok. getting thru the days. im single =\ so lonely. but watever. christina and i have been broken up for awhile now. we kinda been on and off but mostly off. im pretty sure were done. i dont want ot move on but my heart and gut feeling r telling me i should. i ( Read more... )

the best valentines day ever.

fuck valentines day.

im soo fuking tired of being HOME.

im in christinas house rite now. i slept over her house this weekend it was cool =) i liked it. i hope i get to do it again soon. man i wish i had some money rite now. i wish i could smoke rite now.

things have been good between christina and i. we have grown so much more closer. its great. she gave me her brothers cam so now we can see eachother when were at home its cool =) really cool. the train strike is soo fuking gay. i have to stay home doing nothing. =\ hopefully brian said he'll ask his mom if i could stay in there basement. i hope ( Read more... )

so im back =) and im bored and lonely. i havent seen RALFY =( stupid MTA bitches! im going to go down there my self and tell them to make the trains work or i'll break there face =) but i saw him

( MONDAY )

Im bored...so my mom just came in and asked wat i want and i said nothing...=\ idk i dont feel like i deserve anything and i hate asking my mom for stuff. idk its weird im soo greedy i want soooo much but i dont get or ask for anything in the fear that im gonna look greedy. idk it sounds stupid but watever. i really want an mp3 player. =( she said ( Read more... )

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